Not a single day passes, where I do not think of Amber. I still get teary eyed when I gaze at her. I have a stunning picture of her by my bedside. However now picture had ever captured her true beauty. She was a simply amazing friend, we shared alot of good memories. She helped me to be who i am today. She taught me to live and to laugh and make the most of everyday. "live for today, and not for yesterday, because tomorrow can take it all away." i will never forget the day i heard the horrible news. i was in shock, i still am in many ways. I keep expecting her to call or to show up. she was my best friend for 12 years. i am not over her and i don't think i ever will be. i have suffered many losses but her's is the worst. I feel like i am just rambling here. but i wanted to post to say i love you and i miss you always! i always hold you in my heart, i promise to visit you soon. rest in peace. if anyone ever wants to talk i have myspace. i feel like i have lost touch with everyone. i hate it! take care all. the sun is shining and she is smiling down on us!